Oh my god! Fuck life, fuck my parents, fuck school, fuck my family, fuck dreams, fuck failed dreams, fuck love, fuck everything and everyone!
I can’t take god damn test’s because I have a nervous breakdown. I can’t have friends who actually care enough to even speak to me, all they do is make me feel awful and ignored. Fuck I’m sorry I didn’t get into the one thing that’s actually going to get me to graduate, please stop rubbing it in as much as you possibly can! I’m sorry I’m not the perfect little who thinks you going without me is the most amazing thing in the world. I’m sorry that I can’t be what you really want and I end up being hurt because I can’t stop loving you. I’m sorry that your too young and I could never love you the way you love me. I’m sorry I can’t get a job, it scares the ever loving fuck out of me because I know I’ll let everyone down and get fired. I’m sorry you have do even just a tiny bit of this project because I can’t take doing 6 video finals all by myself. I’m sorry I can’t change to be the perfect little straight A student my brothers are. I’m sorry I have to waste your time with my stupid troubles all the time. I’m sorry I ruined an entire summer just to make you feel safe and thus ruined our friendship so much. I’m sorry that I can’t keep all of my promises because guess what? I’m one girl, all by herself, who can’t handle life anymore. I just want a break, I just want to be loved, I just want things to be the way they were 8 months ago.